Today would officially make it my second year in the blogging industry, even though the times I had spent actually blogging is notoriously inconsistent! This nevertheless was as a result of me doubting my abilities and the value of what I bring to the table as a blogger.
The last time anything at all was uploaded to this site was in January this year, that was before all the madness and chaos that has and will forever brand the year 2020 began.
To say I suffered from writers block would be a grotesque understatement.
No doubt this year has been one of the most intense year I have ever encountered. I spent a generous amount of my time surfing the Internet while I lay on my bed. I mean, what else was there to do? Plus, I needed the distraction anyway!
Nevertheless, as civilization came to a grinding halt all over the world, I thought it would be a great opportunity to do some soul searching, I pretty much explored every idea I could find on the internet, from history, to the art, and the occult!
I indulged in some tarot divination, astrology, even witchcraft wasn’t really far from the mix, you can imagine my disappointment when I realized that can’t lift objects with a flick of the hand or wand!
Neither could I have pretty lights emitting as I perform magick. Damn you Hollywood!
It was a bit scary to explore a totally novel territory, but at the same time, it was exciting! who knew that there was this much assortment of people, culture, and beliefs out there, it is a pity that mainstream society lets a lot fall through its cracks.
As a blogger, I’ve always felt that I needed to explore more than what was comfortable and customary to me. I mean if life is like a canvas, and our experience and the way we choose to see life the colors, how conventional would it be as the artist of our own existence if we merely get to work with limited colors?!
Should I pledge better devotion to blogging? I think It’s high time I finally commit to this community, especially when it keeps growing by the day.
Nevertheless, since I’m the kind of person who is constantly changing, going wherever the wind and my interest takes me, be rest assured that it will be reflected in my blogging, but not to worry! Especially if you are one of those readers on this site who Is primarily here for the blogs I make on beauty, health, and fitness, those topics would still be continued, this is a lifestyle blog anyway and I don’t think those topics can be excluded from the mix!
Well, I think that’s that about that, I’m kind of excited to be proceeding into the new and improved version of the antisocial tomato, irrespective of what’s happening this year, I believe the best Is just around the corner, especially when we choose to focus on what we can change and what’s in our control!
Oh, and I’ve changed my online pseudonym from Halo to 11th house, I’ll tell you why another time😜